bye-bye sea... i went to brighton with ellen and minky today to see the sea again before leaving. when we arrived around noon, it was cloudy and very windy. later it changed and went sunny :)

i feel really weird. time flew by, i remember having a month left over here and thinking 'oh, still a lot of time left'. i then remember having two weeks. one week. and now suddenly two days. it's not even two days, just two nights! i don't know if i should burst into tears or laugh. this is so strange. i don't want to pack. i don't want to say goodbye tomorrow to all my dear friends. i don't want to leave behind. on the other hand, i am looking forward to seeing everyone again at home. gosh!